When You Cannot Even Do the Bare Minimums

…pat your back and say it’s okay. It’s fine. It’s not great, but you have tried your best. A lot of times, you will not get the best of things in life, sometimes you will get the most mediocre things. Life is not a collection of flat lines, there are hills even mountains you have to get through before you get it right, before you reach your mastery to deal with all the challenges you will encounter.

This time, you may lose all your learned controls because you have been so patient. Because you think you have buried the hatchets inside the deepest corner of your head. Because you have made awful mistakes in the past so this time you want to get it correctly. Because you pray for this thing for so long to work out. Because you want to change for the better. Because you want to see how this time, you finally figure this out.

But you do not create this life.

But you are, oh, so limited.