The First Letter.

I am not going to write you a long-ass letter telling you all the flowery, cute, letters on how you make me feel loved (and how I like listening to your raspy voice in the mornings!),

Nor will I write a song (by myself!) with my terribly limited piano skill for you,

Nor will I promise that I am not going to experience terrifying mood swings,

Nor will I make more poems about how I find you like a gem, sometimes I had to put a little extra self-control so I didn’t get ahead of myself,

But I am going to write many, many, many grace,
for who you are,
for how careful and patient you can be,
for how you make me all secured and peaceful without being asked,
for all the compromises and everything.

This is a letter of many many many thank-you’s,

I am definitely waiting for our next talks about our favorite TV shows, but until then,

let’s overcome our terrifying fears first.