Nov 27, 2021
light. voices. dark. silence. static voice.
i’m hardly in between.
this is how it feels to want to step into the vast of darkness but the force of life is pulling me out.
i have a life in which i am not haunted, day and night.
i have a life in which i do not curse you and accept your cuts had been on my body, nothing and everything is wrong, all at once.
and I saw your face, your sunny smile and delicate face.
that you were the reason I gave a life, a chance, once again.
For once, I choose life.
Until I do not have the agency to choose which way to go, I will choose life.