light. voices. dark. silence. static voice.
i’m hardly in between.
this is how it feels to want to step into the vast of darkness but the force of life is pulling me out.
i have a life in which i am not haunted, day and night.
i have a life in which i do not curse you and accept your cuts had been on my body, nothing and everything is wrong, all at once.
and I saw your face, your sunny smile and delicate face.
that you were the reason I gave a life, a chance, once again.
For once, I choose life.
Until I do not have the agency to choose which way to go, I will choose life.